Friday, December 19, 2003

OOOPS i think i sounded too roughed out yesterday.... ppl were msging to tell me to cheer up and all. thanks guys but really there isnt anything wrong with me la...so sorry for making some ppl wory for nothing.... haha =p just damn sian of life. i mean what is there to do .... really? i mean we are here on earth to do sth right? Last time i thought i figured it out but being human is about as complex as finding out how the brain really functions. ( you do know that we have discovered only about 10-20% of how the brain works right? )

Anyways going off soon. either gonna catcha movie with bro or just do some shopping. Sigh my bro's damn lucky... going to korea today to see his gf and spend christmas there. As for me... i'm just in sg doing army and trying ( ok the word is trying) to meet up with all my close friends.( not close also meet up la haha ) but army and all... sigh taking a toll on my life. Getting sian of wearing green and thinking about doing the same for the 1.5 years doesnt exactly 'turn me on' if you get my drift.

Did i mention that i was into readin lately. I've gobbled up some books and its amazing how enjoyable it can be.... I get plunged into a world of fantasy and forgotten realms and can be placed into the authors world without a qualm in the world. It is interesting.... a change from the realities of life sometimes. Oh wellz.. heh hope that everyone is doin fine.... even those that i havent contacted for some time ( wait .... you guys can always keep in touch too yea? ) Yup its been one rocky years with all the highs and lows. A real big roller coaster ride ( ok only one person with understand that expression to its entirety ) but hey it was great anyways. Coming to a close of the year... at least we can always comfort ourselves with the knowledge that there is always more to look forward to... Into the coming year and beyond.

Just a touch of what i think about christmas.. dont think i will blog anytime soon already. Christmas i feel can be considered the purest of the festive seaons ( even though i aint christian) why you may ask? i feel that it is the day when ppl consciously or sub-consciously tend to be more caring and think about others more than themselves.
even though that may not happen everyday but even the scrooge will give money to charity and be more giving on the christmas day. That in an effort is itself rewarding. It recognises that there are other ppl in this world than oneself. Anyways i hope you spend this day with someone special.... see that the spirit of giving and love is still in the air and that the magic doesn't ever stop. ( ok sounds so idealistic... but for those who knoe me i'm like that ) For those who dont have that special someone do no fret. join the club man LOL =p but spend it your loved ones.... close friends and at least keep yourself happy ( must try right?)

Statistic show that on festive seaons there are the most number of suicides committed. well.... think about it and you'll find the answer out yourselves.... work those grey cells ya? =)
if i had my way i'd be in zouk now partying all night long. heard there is some gatbsy shit going on there and first 800 ppl go in free. but i'm tired as hell and i'm pretty uptight about alot of matters that has recently developed. Not that i hate my life now or that sort and i doubt the quality of life i'm living now. IS THIS the kind of life i wanna live? Army really can make one dull and simple. Man even the jokes i hear/crack aren't funny anymore( ok, dont anyone who read this say i wasnt very funny to begin with.. fed up)

yea ok so alot has happened. Cant stand it. The days pass by so quickly i dont even feel it until i find that its almost christmas already. Sigh promised myself to write a small note on what i think about christmas but i dont know man. next Was suppose to watch LOTR today catch some real late night movie and shit but looks like we must always be prepared for the unexpected and adapt to alternative plans.... so i'm just going to HV to chill out a while, best is get real drunk ( although i never do). Bah slightly irritated. they are suppose to come pick me up right about now.... so i guess i better be going. Maybe if i feel better next time i'll write more...

Anways thanks ah yang... =p for always giving me support, for reading my blog and always asking me to update it. =p yup hope that our investment makes $$$$ too. *grin*